How life is really miserable

As i observe this year 2006, everything is in a form of loneliness, but in the first scenario it seems everything is in order.  Many events have already happened such as having the material things i want, to have a girl friend which lasts for a month, to survived my second year, to have good friends out there and a lot more...  As I can see then, I already have it all...  I came to the point of contention because not all things are permanent, all things/events I mentioned earlier, it happens to fade away, one by one, which really makes me so down in my everyday life, that is why sometimes I can't already control myself in the way I speak, the way I do, and the way I act.  Sometimes I ask myself, why is this happenning to me?  What have I done?  Is it just that I'm already bad enough that's why this case continues to drain me down?  I need answers, I almost lost half of it, and some are really important with me, which I can't turn it back to me...I know I can't let this to continue I must do something...

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[-oO sHeEnA Oo-]

mardie, we can do it! i told u think positive. hehe. ingat lagi!

[gRazieLyN]

c Mardz mdrama khit kelan...
:) kaya mo yan...
d2 lang ako for you!
^_^