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Too long for a person to wait,
yet patience has shielded on its way.
Challenge is not enough to be
Release it, change is suddenly here.
Person need not to test
for a person does it all he can.
If this is the only way,
Forget all we want to say,
Change is almost there
Everything will always be in fair.
A person will miss it, surely.
Even pride gets down definitely.

                            

Ngiti lng...

Mrmi man ang ngyri
Mpbuti o mpsama
hnggnan kailanman hnd n mauulit
p2loy n drting ang dpat dumating
mging mtatag at wag lalaspag
manalo o matalo subok n sa ktapatan
Wag n ala2hanin ang taong ngbgay sakt ng ulo
bgama't xa ay nluma na at iiwanan n sa limot
E2 ang tunay n mundo,
kailanman hnd mggng panaginip
Nanginginig sa init ng nrrmdaman at hirap
Pingppwisan sa lamig ng sakit
Mwala man ang lagnat,
P2loy i2 bblik hnggng sa mwalan ng hininga...
Maaring d2 n mgtapos ang hrap n ndarama
Mging kht ano man o mging drama man
2nay na ito'y ngyyri na,
wag n mging mlungkot o sinta q,
msrap mmuhay sa lumang tugtugin
ako'y maaring maiwan n sa nakaraan
dhil p2loy kitang mmhalin,
ngiti lng, wag ng sisimangot,
ngaun, ttgil na sa khangalan...

In the memories of that one sweet day

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say
And now it's too late to hold you
'Cause you've flown away
So far away

Never had I imagined
Living without your smile
Feeling and knowing you hear me
It keeps me alive
Alive

[Chorus:]
And I know you're shining down on me from heaven
Like so many friends we've lost along the way
And I know eventually we'll be together
One sweet day

Darling I never showed you
Assumed you'd always be there
I took your presence for granted
But I always cared
And I miss the love we shared

[Chorus]

Although the sun will never shine the same again
I'll always look to a brighter day
Lord I know when I lay me down to sleep
You will always listen as I pray

[Chorus]

Sorry I never told you
All I wanted to say

I understand that some things existing in this world was created not to be appreciated, it is what i observe on this lonely days, then people get to take things for granted as they never mind it at all, not all eventually.  Well lets try it differently, though its against with my fucking heart, as long as things would be in order just to be worth appreciative, but then each plans fail simultaneously, it didn't work out.  Well in this year, i hope everything is not in a constant way, im still hoping to look forward for great happiness.....

I understand that some things existing in this world was created not to be appreciated, it is what i observe on this lonely days, then people get to take things for granted as they never mind it at all, not all eventually.  Well lets try it differently, though its against with my fucking heart, as long as things would be in order just to be worth appreciative, but then each plans fail simultaneously, it didn't work out.  Well in this year, i hope everything is not in a constant way, im still hoping to look forward for great happiness.....

A call to get high

Tgal q n rn hnd nkpg post d2, ang dmi n kcng ngyri mdalas puro masasama pa, pro wla nmn po aq sinisisi sa mga ngyri kc madalas ngkkataon lng ang lhat,, kya mnsan pngdadasal q n lng mga ngyyri, n sana mgbreak mna ang kamalasan hehe...  Nlulungkot tlga aq sa isang tao, kc mhrap pra sa knya n hnd xa ngsucceed sa isang pgsubok.  Mhrap dn pra sa akn ang ngyri, llo n kaibgn q pa xa, and tlgang lam q nghrap tlga xa sa bgay n un, kaya masakt pra sa knya.  Blang kaibgn nya, im looking for some ways n qng saan mpasaya q mn lng xa, ung mpanatag n ang loob nya, as of now, mhrap pa, pro cguro lilipas dn yan.  Sa ngayon ang imprtnte is hnd n maulit ang msamang pngyayaring i2, and we look forward n manumbalik n ang lhat... Sna mbasa nya 2 pra nmn mlaman nia na mrming ngmmhal sa knya, ok ba? :) keep smiling na ha.. miss q n un eh

Can wait to meet that smile

Go long on a round trip
Wait but im still balancing on my hip
Moon really do shines, I see it above trees
Look, Still following behind my ease.

Feelings are always there,
Always with fallen tears from the orchid eye
How would I retrieve those feelings?
Or are they worth retrieving?

If I only have the emotions that you wanted
Even though I bleed and came to be fainted
As long as I can wait to meet that smile
I'll go up, push and standout just to be in your isle.

How life is really miserable

As i observe this year 2006, everything is in a form of loneliness, but in the first scenario it seems everything is in order.  Many events have already happened such as having the material things i want, to have a girl friend which lasts for a month, to survived my second year, to have good friends out there and a lot more...  As I can see then, I already have it all...  I came to the point of contention because not all things are permanent, all things/events I mentioned earlier, it happens to fade away, one by one, which really makes me so down in my everyday life, that is why sometimes I can't already control myself in the way I speak, the way I do, and the way I act.  Sometimes I ask myself, why is this happenning to me?  What have I done?  Is it just that I'm already bad enough that's why this case continues to drain me down?  I need answers, I almost lost half of it, and some are really important with me, which I can't turn it back to me...I know I can't let this to continue I must do something...

When everything just go

Feel at d midnight,
Shadows been blue
Statue at d side
For this is my chance to noise

Seeking future have lost
Do what you do and let
others speak on to you
Is it where we supposedly start

Not all things may gone stupidly.
On the board!  It's exactly what I heard
You left me insane, and made left overs
Relationship gone into hover.

You decide, you define.
Simple things, selfish mind.
Tampered action, its now a fiction.
When eveything just go, just make a good ride...

Bad day...

I remember the song "bad day" by Daniel Powter, I like that song it really describes what I am now, here is the lyrics:

Where is the moment when we need it the most 
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost 
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey 
They tell me your passion's gone away 
And I don't need no carrying on 

You stand in the line just to hit a new low 
You're faking a smile with the coffee to go
You tell me your life's been way off line 
You're falling to pieces every time 
And I don't need no carrying on 

Cause you had a bad day 
You're taking one down 
You sing a sad song just to turn it around 
You say you don't know 
You tell me don't lie 
You work at a smile and you go for a ride 
You had a bad day 
The camera don't lie 
You're coming back down and you really don't mind 
You had a bad day 
You had a bad day 

Well you need a blue sky holiday 
The point is they laugh at what you say 
And I don't need no carrying on 

You had a bad day 
You're taking one down 
You sing a sad song just to turn it around 
You say you don't know 
You tell me don't lie 
You work at a smile and you go for a ride 
You had a bad day 
The camera don't lie 
You're coming back down and you really don't mind 
You had a bad day 
You had a bad day 

Sometimes the system goes on the blink and the whole thing it turns out 
Wrong 
You might not make it back and you know that you could be well oh that 
Strong 
Well I'm not wrong 

So where is the passion when you need it the most 
Oh you and I 
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost 

Cause you had a bad day 
You're taking one down 
You sing a sad song just to turn it around 
You say you don't know 
You tell me don't lie 
You work at a smile and you go for a ride 
You had a bad day 
You see what you like 
And how does it feel, one more time 
You had a bad day 
You had a bad day 
You had a bad day